i find i can 'search and win' blogger and store it in chrome icon while front page search becomes a tab. i wonder why the different format for searches? i think aspergers drives me to curiosity. i am driven to questions and answers. an unquenchable thirst for knowledge. new information.
i love trying new food things. i'm eating quinoa. and the amaranth i've had in the fridge 6 years. not new habits. the old tried and true is comfortable. new phones are hard. learning new technology is horrible. i feel like the world is ending.
i put in lost mail request. i paid bills. ugh.
i watched 'true detective' last night this morning. thinking about evil. thinking backwards. evil-live. people avoid personal responsibility by focusing on external talismans like god-dog and the devil-lived.
our bodies are nuclear reactors fission and fusion all day long. we are part of the energy of the universe. the microcosm of the macrocosm. people want to blame the devil for their darkness. we all have dark parts. it comes with being born. that's what prejudice is all about. projecting that inner darkness onto others.
i almost was hit by entitled blond 30 something white woman backing out of parking space behind library. then after we park in front she looks at me like it was my fault and proceeds to drop off her books for them to deposit without mask. and they agree to grovel. i can't even get out of my car without mask or be lectured scolded. such a broken world.
i almost lost the best bit when i tried to space enter and it disappeared. i started trying upper icons and got it back. whew!!
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