all anyone wants is love. depending on how they were loved as a child love is all anyone wants and needs. if they were abused they feel abuse as 'love'. not supporting or sustaining but maintaining. that's why perpetrators, drug addicts escalate. always needing a bigger fix. not enlivening but maintaining.
love is nurturing providing sustenance. giving love is more important than receiving love. giving love is life affirming. feelings are generated energy, burning calories.
i'm just tired of being ambushed.
