Tuesday, February 28, 2012


Imagine a point as an electron.

Extend the point and you have an electric current.

Extend the current and you have a magnetic field.

Rotate the field and you have gravity.


I used to think life was a sine wave with peaks and valleys travelling along the x-axis.  What I've come to accept is that the sine wave is on a 45 degree angle.  Also, life can be viewed as a spiral.  Sometimes when lessons seem to be repeated you're one level higher on the spiral and it just looks like you're in the same place.

A sine wave can be described by the point on a circle travelling along the x-axis with the center point of the circle having a constant y-value.   The farther out from the center (y-constant) the greater the amplitude of the sine wave.  I think of God as the center of the circle and the farther away from God-center the more chaotic the ride. The higher the highs, especially on the 45 degree incline.

Monday, February 27, 2012


Yes, it's about time I wrote this down.  About time.  Ha, ha.  OK.    I never had a problem resolving creation and evolution.  If God is all powerful and created the Universe, God created evolution.  If God is eternal, millions, billions of years equal one day when compared to eternity.  How is God to describe to the prophets a million or a billion when most people are illiterate and mathematics in its infancy. 

When looking at the embryonic development of all animals the first stages all look the same.  Only later the DNA causes the embryos to develop and differentiate.  My theory is that some people are stuck in the reptile or avian stage of development.  Abuse and neglect are probable causes for d/evolution.  Abuse and neglect force the baby or adult to lock into survival mode and unless there is an intervention strong enough to break the lock the adult never feels higher feelings of charity, empathy, sympathy. 

The lower order needs are the only hierarchal needs recognized by the stunted adults.  Maslow's hierarchy of needs doesn't exist for reptilian thinking people because they are incapable of higher order thinking and feeling.  No amount of talking or action can prove to someone outside the human range of feelings the importance of humanity for the survival of the species.

The greed of the Bernie Maddoff's of the world destroys people's hopes and dreams thereby spiritually and psychologically killing people.  Because the victims still walk around economically ruined, the soul/mind killers are put in "jail" and fined.  They are worse than Hitler or any of the rapacious tyrants of the world.  All crimes against humanity are an act of war and terrorism against mankind's evolution.

The unseen wounds are the hardest to heal.  Post traumatic stress is rampant in the world.  Because historically every age has a different trauma the concensus is every stress is different.  The pain and healing are the same.  Emotional pain is the same as the amputee's phantom pain of loss of limb.  It's energy blocked and unnatural, not belonging. 

Healing is a totally individual experience.  Each unique and miraculous healing is called forth by asking.  And each and every healing comes directly from the life energy that created us all.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012


Holy holy.  Tried to find my blogs and I was redirected to etherworld and the message my title was available so I created another hersusanstory and I now have two of the same title. 

Whew!!  Ar told me I've been sending her emails and I haven't so I guess someone has my meager 26 email addresses and is harassing folks via my list.  I know nothing.

OK I renamed the second susan blog two(II) and googled it and was directed to aspergersnextgeneration for the first time.  I still don't know what I'm doing and the internet is wonderfully forgiving and gentle in its lessons and corrections. 

Got kicked off the comptr and got anothr one.  Riting shorthand is fun.  Only hope I can remember my conjunctions.