Monday, June 30, 2014


I've been meditating on whether the number of aspie's has increased or the number of diagnoses has increased.

A hundred years ago a person with aspy symptoms would be locked in the attic or basement and that would be that.

So I believe the number may be the same, the treatment has changed.  People are more stressed and less afraid.  They actually love their children.

More people are experiencing free floating anxiety and tolerate it without looking for someone to blame and punish.

It's reasonable to deduce that in primitive times, in primitive cultures, the more stressed the group the greater the need for new solutions to survival issues.  The greater need for biological adaptation.

Native-American tribes considered some insanity to be from God.  That the individual wasn't just touched in the head, but was touched by God and might lend some new insight to old problems.

Example:  Temple Grandin's redesigning slaughter houses and the population eating healthier beef, less wastage, increased profits.

aside:  reminds me of Alladin's enemy magician's new lamps for old.

Having read Black Elk Speaks, I still don't see the need for the decimation of the American people.  Was it a Jesus sacrifice thing and didn't he say it didn't need redoing...??

So I believe in times of additional stress the increased levels of cortisol and adrenaline effect the fetal development.

I've been in touch with floods of stress hormones and realize stress is normal.

Thursday, June 19, 2014

And so the deTox goes on

I'm slooowly becoming more conscious as I face down my demons.  It's been over a month now on organic and I'm starting to feel more energized/evergized. 

My defeated attitude is slowly changing.  Monday went to get 2 pack deal and they only had one organic so I substituted menthol.  Then I realized I can exchange it later.  So I went back today, Thurs. and they still haven't restocked.  Hmmmm.......

I'm adjusting my life to feel perfect.  Call from county library, no one there.  Life at the Sr. Ctr. is smoothing out nicely.   

Do I want a job at the new Sprouts or Target??  Do I want a job?  I need a direction, a target to shoot for.

I have coupons for Milpitas vitamin world.  I can go and exchange the dress at savers or go next Sunday.   Divine Guidance.