i decided to show Gerde online DMV practice tests. she did 4 i could see she was getting shaky. 2 pm i suggested tomorrow upstairs computer bigger screen and mouse might be easier for her to manage. we'll see. Cody can maybe get her her own library card Thursday. Art got his. i love setting people on independent path. i taught mom computer on library catalog in 10 minutes. then alien used her to do business bookkeeping. besides cooking and yard work. no wonder slavery a family tradition besides alcohol and suicide.
spending time with Gerde Miss Negativity i reverted to family energy locked my keys and phone in car at college Safeway. so i had extra time to wander store. veg jerky, clearance parchment, gum, free soda last day. Marisa customer service called 'triple a' for me and Danny unlocked my car quickly efficiently. home 3:15 i want more veg jerky for protein and fiber.
so many emotions are a waste of energy. Inge was getting jealous. Gerde kept thanking me unlike my family. probably why they never benefited from the changes i made in their lives. gratitude amplifies the good. Gerde is a stubborn survivor like me. she acts like she's the only one getting older and weaker makes me laugh. she thinks she's special the only one like dad. i love her like dad. all of us will age. every one. better get over yourself.
