SON-RISE

I SAW IT FOR THE FIRST TIME ON TV.  NOT GREAT.  OK.  THE KID IN IT WAS BRILLIANT.  OR THEY HAD A REAL AUTISTIC CHILD.  I'LL HAVE TO LOOK IT UP. 

MALAISE

I HADN'T CONSIDERED WHEN DORIS FRACTURED HER SPINE SHE WAS ON 6 MONTH BED REST TO ALLOW THE INJURY TO RELAX AND HEAL.  THE BODY'S NATURAL REACTION TO STRESS IS TO LOCK, TIGHTENING THE STRUCTURE IN AN ATTEMPT TO LIMIT FURTHER DAMAGE.  ERGO THE SIX MONTHS.  I DIDN'T DO ANY OF THAT.  I EXERCISED AND STRETCHED IN AN ATTEMPT TO FIX MY BACK AND IT OBVIOUSLY HASN'T WORKED. 

SO USING THE HOT TUB AND STRETCHING IS SLOWLY DOING THE JOB. 

NOW MY AVERSION TO THE DECEIT ON THE PLANET=ALLERGIES.  WELL ONE CHALLENGE AT A TIME. 

DOESN'T HELP

SEEING THE PATTERN DOESN'T ALWAYS HELP.

THIS WORLD, MY WORLD IS IN A STATE OF ENTROPY.  AFRAID TO TRY SOMETHING NEW. STAYING WITH THE OLD KNOWN UNHAPPINESS.  AFRAID OF OUT OF THE FRYING PAN INTO THE FIRE.

WHO KNOWS IF THERE IS A FIRE?

IF YOU TRY SOMETHING NEW AND IT DOESN'T WORK GO BACK TO THE OLD.