sigourney weaver and popularity

asp fascination with predators.  working at good will clients would follow me around.  i had to remind them to continue their jobs.  she is on the cusp of predator/prey.  that's what is fascinating watching 'aliens'.  she goes from one to the other.  i could never understand my family hating me and the kids at school loving me.  i have it too.  some people come after me to use me others are afraid of me.  mom said i was 1 of 2 people she was afraid of.  shocked me after all the times she threatened to kill me.  

that's the celebrity aura.  we're fascinated watching due to our hunter genetics.  always on the prowl.  stars watched from a safe distance.  explains stalkers too.  trying to capture that predator safely.  owning that guard dog ensuring safety.  

aspergers autism is all about distance.  we go within for peace from a jumbled incoherent world.  we construct our own filters over time but we can't deny physical reality.  i think that's why videos are crucial to constructing filters.  they teach alternate realities possibilities.  beyond a small existence.  

asper i celebrate

i can do whatever i want in my blog.  an unusual concept.  

i decided limiting short trips.  now i understand the longer travel benefits my car.  and is helping to loosen me up from constraints.

funny ad on game page find my Asian soul mate=me.  this is as relaxing as scratch path.  i understand why and how neuro-typicals go brain dead.  i like this.

i love being forewarned

not having filters has its advantages.  i have more time to get used to things.  the admiration for liars is the denial we needed before technology.  Tesla is creating a car that changes colors.  law enforcement should have something to say.  squid octopus and chamelians do it.  big whoop.

just because we can do it doesn't make it a good idea.  the man who died on Everest leaving behind a young wife and baby is one example of many.