Friday, February 25, 2022

war 2 days ukraine invaded-i'm so glad i'm autistic

putin needs mother love.  a normal person doesn't risk the entire existence of all mankind.  my mother was messed up doesn't mean i want to destroy the entire planet.  he's taken chernobyl a nuclear disaster and what he does with it remains to be seen.  he has no respect for the planet or anyone on it.  i pray he wakes up.

i see things differently.  i live my energy.  i see families with small kids and feel so badly for them.  last night on wheel a contestant had her son and daughter in the military.  i pray for all of us.

Tuesday, February 8, 2022

it's all about energy-WAR POLLUTION

we're all connected like ley lines in a magnetic field.  one big magnetic field.  i watch people talking and some people like a succubus engage to drain energy from passive people feeding off them like cattle.  literally draining them of energy.  emotional vampires.  run fast run far.

Putin, Trump, Boris Johnson are about manipulating feelings to get the attention they want and don't deserve.  attention is directed electrical thought energy they crave.  they appeal to fear and anger the basest easiest feelings to generate.  they say anything without caring who they hurt.  they add no value.  they lie. 

autism is all about feelings.  everyone says they want to be happy without any understanding what that is.  what makes us happy evolves with us.  or we'd still be living in caves and trees.

Putin threatening war is the maximum polluter.  adds nothing to life only death and destruction so much easier lazier than constructive creative activity. 

Saturday, February 5, 2022

we're all mutants

no one is normal.  we're all on a spectrum.  oh, my mini stroke.  my right temple is so sore. 

Cathy called 6:30 pm to ask me to send her stickers to i d her walker.  what!!  i asked her if she had return address mail stickers to use and add her phone number.  she was thrilled.  i don't know.  seemed obvious to me.  we talked for 22 minutes.  her sister gave her some of her 20 k inheritance to pay bills.  she's out of the hospital.  

Tuesday, February 1, 2022

ooh, i forgot

i did my morning routine and called Inge we went to Panera.  i treated us to lunch and dessert.  we both had steak melted cheese sandwiches and savory souffle.  half a sand was plenty we took the rest home.  she hasn't been eating.  loaded the last of recycle and tipped the guy $4 half of recycle.  he's always rushed to help me the 3 times.  so i broke even and had a great lunch.  jetted over to panda for dinner and red envelope.  coupons.  

ate senior lunch for dinner and some panda for dessert.  mmm, orange chicken.  i cooked some brown rice.