WE LEARN TO DEAL

WE LEARN BEHAVIORS TO OFFSET OUR SYMPTOMS.  WE NEVER OUT GROW IT.  DOCTORS, SCIENTISTS KNOW NOTHING ABOUT IT.  UNLESS THEY LIVE IT THEY'LL NEVER KNOW. 

I'M LEARNING, TEACHING MYSELF NEW BEHAVIORS.  AND IT'S SCARY.  I WANT A BETTER LIFE.  AND I'M WILLING TO LEARN A BETTER LIFE.

OMG

I DIDN'T TAKE TIME TO LISTEN TO LOUISE HAY.  I'M BALANCING DAD'S DEATH WITH MR ROGER'S NEIGHBORHOOD DOCUMENTARY.  BAD DAD/GOOD DAD.

I CAME TO CUPERTINO LIBRARY AFTER EXERCISE, SAFEWAY BAKERY, FOUND TWO QUARTERS IN PAY PHONE, AND NOW I'M LISTENING TO LOUISE HAY AND POSTING THIS.

WOOHOO!!