Wednesday, May 24, 2017

CAERPHILLY-CAREFULLY

POPPED INTO MY HEAD FULL BLOWN.  I THINK THE WEATHER AND AMBIENCE FROM FOREVER GREEN CONTRIBUTED.  I DO LOVE THE PROGRAM.

SEEMINGLY CONSCIOUS, SELF ACTUALIZED PEOPLE. 

Saturday, May 20, 2017

EVOLUTION/REINCARNATION

IF ONE LOOKS AT ALL DEVELOPING EMBRYO THEY ALL LOOK ALIKE FOR MONTHS AND THEN DIFFERENTIATE. 

I THINK SOME PEOPLE GET STUCK IN THE EVOLUTIONARY PHASE OF A WOLF, OR A SNAKE, OR A CHICKEN. 

THIS LIFE GIVES US THE OPPORTUNITY TO SPEED UP EVOLUTION BY CHOOSING TO CONSCIOUSLY STRETCH OUR SPIRITS.  AFTER ALL IS SAID AND DONE THAT'S ALL WE ARE:  SPIRIT=ENERGY. 

I NEVER USED TO BELIEVE IN REINCARNATION.  I THOUGHT IT WAS AN INEFFIECIENT USE OF THE UNIVERSE AND THAT IF THERE WAS OR WASN'T A CREATOR REINCARNATION WAS RIDICULOUS.  LIKE REPEATING THE THIRD GRADE UNTIL YOU GET IT RIGHT.  GROUNDHOG DAY.  A JOKE.  A COMEDY.  VERY FUNNY.

UNTIL (INSERT DRAMATIC MUSIC HERE) I HAD A PERSONAL EXPERIENCE THAT OPENED THE DOOR TO THE POSSIBILITY OR I WAS JUST *** NUTS.

REINCARNATION IS JUST A FORM OF EVOLUTION. 

AND MORE WILL BE REVEALED.  THIS IS ALL I CAN TAKE.  I STILL HAVE RESISTANCE TO IT.

Tuesday, May 2, 2017

ASPY SIGHTINGS

I SAW TWO MALE ASPYS LAST WEEK.  SFWY AND WLGRNS.  THEY WERE WITH THEIR DADS.  AND THAT DOESN'T INCLUDE THE 24HR TUB KID WITH HIS MALE HANDLER.


I'M GLAD THEY ARE NO LONGER LOCKED AWAY IN HOMES OR ATTICS OR BASEMENTS.


THEIR CARETAKERS ARE MALES.


BECAUSE .....?







Thursday, March 23, 2017

RAT BRAIN RACE

LILY TOMLIN OBSERVED THE ONLY PROBLEM WITH WINNING THE RAT RACE IS YOU'RE STILL A RAT.


PSYCHOLOGY TODAY RAN A STORY ON AN EXPERIMENT WHERE THEY HOOKED A RAT TO ELECTRODES AND GAVE IT A CHOICE WITH BUTTONS FOR FOOD OR SEX.  THE RAT DIED OF STARVATION.  IT PLEASURED ITSELF TO DEATH. 


THE OBSESSION WITH SEX IS THE RAT BRAIN.



Wednesday, March 22, 2017

THE ODD WAY HOME-DVD

WHAT A SURPRISE!!


I PICKED UP THE DVD BECAUSE IT STARS RUMER WILLIS, THE DAUGHTER OF DEMI MOORE AND BRUCE WILLIS. 


IT'S ABOUT AN ASPY MAN AND THE TROUBLED, ABUSED YOUNG WOMAN WHO FINDS HIM WITH HIS 82 YR OLD DEAD GRANDMA. 


WHEW!!


HEAVY FOR FIRST THING IN THE AM.  4:30 AM.


I CAN RELATE.  MOM SAID I HAD NO FEELINGS.  I'VE ALWAYS HAD FEELINGS AND SHOWED THEM IN A DIFFERENT WAY.  SHE'S A GITCH.  A GIANT BITCH. 


I'M GLAD THERE ARE MORE MOVIES DEPICTING ASPY'S WITH RESPECT AND UNDERSTANDING. 

Saturday, March 11, 2017

WHAT TO DO

I THOUGHT OF WORKING WITH ASPY'S BUT I THINK I COULD DO MORE WITH HELPING RETRAIN MUSCLES LIKE I'M DOING WITH MINE.


I WEEDED 2 1/2 HRS THURSDAY AND I'M DOING ALRIGHT TODAY.  I'VE BEEN BABYING MY BACK.  WELL, MY ENTIRE BODY AND MIND.  A WAIT AND SEE ATTITUDE.  A TAKE IT SLOWLY AND THINK THINGS THROUGH. 


SO FAR, SO GOOD.  A LITTLE DISCOMFORT NOW.  BUT WAY BETTER THAN LAST NIGHT.  I TOOK ONE WHITE WILLOW AT 11PM AND ANOTHER AT 4AM AND MANAGED TO GO BACK TO SLEEP UNTIL 5:55.  I WAS HUNGRY SO I MADE MY OATMEAL AND RESTED.  LOTS OF REST TO BALANCE THROWING OUT MY BACK. 


I FOUND A VMAIL FROM T AND HE SOUNDED DRUNK.  OH, WELL.  CALLED HIM AND HE'S PLAYING IN SF TONITE, I DON'T THINK HE'S HAPPY.


HE PLANTED ONE RED LILAC TREE FOR ME.  KIND OF AN OXYMORON.  A RED LILAC. 







Friday, March 10, 2017

TOO RELAXED



I WALKED AWAY FROM MY PURSE HANGING ON A CHAIR.  I WENT TO THE BATHROOM AND REMEMBERED. 


WHEW!!  IT WAS STILL THERE.  GOING UNCONSCIOUS.  THAT'S WHEN I MISPLACE
THINGS. 


I USED TO WONDER IF IT WAS SELF-SABOTAGE.  NOW I KNOW I'M NOT USED TO FUNCTIONING RELAXED OR HAPPY.  I DROP MY DEFENSES.  UNTIL THE WORLD CATCHES UP I NEED THOSE DEFENSES.


I RESENT HAVING TO LOCK ANYTHING UP SO I MISPLACE OR LOSE MY KEYS.