Monday, July 2, 2018

BEHAVIORS

I'VE LEARNED TO ADAPT AND ADJUST.  I'M MORE PATIENT AND UNDERSTANDING WITH MYSELF.  I'M RESTING MORE AND EXERCISING MORE.  I'M TAKING BETTER CARE OF MYSELF.  I'M READING BOOKS I LOVE.  MY FAVORITE THING TO DO.


Saturday, May 12, 2018

I THINK

AUTISM IS ALL ABOUT FEELING.  LIFE IS ALL ABOUT FEELING.  PEOPLE BELIEVE THEY THINK THEIR LIVES BUT WE BASE DECISIONS ON FEELINGS.

I THOUGHT I WAS DOING BETTER BUT I LOST MY PHONES.  MY ATTENTION DEFICIT/DISTRACT ABILITY.   MOM'S DEATHIVERSARY GOT IN THE WAY.  AND I STARTED PHYSICAL THERAPY AND LOOKING FOR A CAR THIS WEEK.  I'VE BEEN DOING THE STEPS.  IT'S VERY HARD.

AT LEAST I DON'T HAVE TO GO TO 24 HR GRAND OPENING IN MILPITAS. MY COMPULSIONS ARE BETTER.


Monday, April 9, 2018

THAT WHICH MAKES ME SPECIAL

I ACCOMPLISHED EVERYTHING I WANTED.  A GOOD EPITAPH.  I BOUGHT TWO DRESSES FRIDAY.  ONE FIT GREAT, THE OTHER NOT.  I TOOK IT BACK TO COSTCO. 

I WENT EARLY TO SRS. INGA WAS AWOL.  I PUZZLED, TUBBED, LUNCHED, DECIDED TO GO CITIBANK.  WALKED TO LUCKY'S, ZERO.  ST J, ZERO.  WALGREEN'S SMOKES, ON TO COSTCO.  HOME 3:11.

MY ASPIES MAKES ME SPECIAL.  SETTING GOALS AND DOING THEM MAKES ME HAPPY AND COMFORTABLE.


Monday, March 19, 2018

THE NEWER ME

AS MY BODY REMODELS INJURIES MY THOUGHTS AND ATTITUDES ARE EVOLVING AND MY LIFE IS CHANGING.

I'M HAPPIER THAN I'VE EVER BEEN.  I HAVE PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.  IF ONE HAS LOVE EVERYTHING ELSE FOLLOWS.  OR MAYBE LOVE IS ALL IMPORTANT AND NOTHING ELSE IS REALLY IMPORTANT.

Saturday, March 3, 2018

GREAT!

THE OLDER I GET THE MORE COMFORTABLE WITH MY QUIRKS.  I WENT TO CAREMORE FOR MY CHECK-UP.  THEY ARE SO NICE.  I'M TREATED AS A PERSON UNLIKE AT KAISER.  I FEEL WELL CARED FOR. 

DR FRANK ENCOURAGED MORE PLANT PROTEIN BUT I NEED MEAT.


Sunday, February 25, 2018

SON-RISE

I SAW IT FOR THE FIRST TIME ON TV.  NOT GREAT.  OK.  THE KID IN IT WAS BRILLIANT.  OR THEY HAD A REAL AUTISTIC CHILD.  I'LL HAVE TO LOOK IT UP. 


Friday, February 23, 2018

MALAISE

I HADN'T CONSIDERED WHEN DORIS FRACTURED HER SPINE SHE WAS ON 6 MONTH BED REST TO ALLOW THE INJURY TO RELAX AND HEAL.  THE BODY'S NATURAL REACTION TO STRESS IS TO LOCK, TIGHTENING THE STRUCTURE IN AN ATTEMPT TO LIMIT FURTHER DAMAGE.  ERGO THE SIX MONTHS.  I DIDN'T DO ANY OF THAT.  I EXERCISED AND STRETCHED IN AN ATTEMPT TO FIX MY BACK AND IT OBVIOUSLY HASN'T WORKED. 

SO USING THE HOT TUB AND STRETCHING IS SLOWLY DOING THE JOB. 

NOW MY AVERSION TO THE DECEIT ON THE PLANET=ALLERGIES.  WELL ONE CHALLENGE AT A TIME.