Thursday, July 20, 2017

MORE AND MORE

I RAN INTO ANOTHER ASPY THIS AM AT THE TUB.  FULLY CLOTHED SHE CROUCHED BY THE EDGE WAITING FOR HER CAREGIVER. 

I THINK THERE'S ALWAYS BEEN A LOT OF US BUT NOT IN PUBLIC.  I LOOKED AT AUTISM MAGAZINE HERE AT LIBRARY STILL UNSATISFACTORY. 

Wednesday, July 19, 2017

I'VE LEARNED TO MAKE SPACE

I DON'T HAVE TO BLOG AS LONG AS I CREATE A CLEAR POST.  A GHOST POST.  A SPACE SAVER. 

I'M BECOMING CLEARER AND SO IS MY LIFE.

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

USING MY POWER FOR GOOD

TODAY I MET A YOUNG MAN AT SPROUTS WHO TALKED ME INTO MERC/NEWS BY CALLING IT FREE COUPONS.  EH.  I THINK HE'S AUTISTIC/VERBAL.  HE HAS THAT VIBE.  A MUSICIAN WHO DOESN'T PLAY OR SING.  I SUGGESTED MUSIC MANAGEMENT OR PRODUCTION.  HE SAID HIS MOM INSISTS HE'S A MUSICIAN ALTHO HE DOESN'T PLAY.

I DECIDED I WANT TO LAUGH FOR A LIVING. 

I JUST NEED TO FIGURE OUT THE DETAILS.

 

Monday, July 17, 2017

FEWER SYMPTOMS

I MAY BE OUTGROWING IT A LITTLE.  I AM LESS ANXIOUS.  STILL DEPRESSED AND SAD. 

I WOULDN'T CHANGE IT.  I'M GLAD I CAN FEEL CONSCIOUSLY.  MOST PEOPLE FEEL LIKE ANIMALS.  THEY'RE LIKE PIGS OR DOGS OR PIG/DOGS.  NO INTELLIGENCE TO IT.

THIS IS AFTER ERIC'S MEMORIAL SERVICE SAT-15.  PEOPLE PARADING AND POSTURING.  I DON'T KNOW.  I'M FEELING DEPRESSED.  I DID ABOVE AND BEYOND.  THEY ALL HAD THE CHANCE TO BE BETTER.  IF THEY DID ALL THEY COULD THEY'RE VERY SAD. 

Wednesday, July 5, 2017

GETTING CARRIED AWAY

WOW!  I JUST DISCOVERED IF I PUT THE CURSOR OVER THE BOTTOM TAB PICTURES OF ALL TABS SHOW UP.

I WAS GOING TO WRITE ABOUT GOING TO CU TODAY AS PART OF MY  NOT OBSESSING  OVER EVERYTHING.  AND I STILL CAN.  I CAN LEAVE MY BAGS IN THE LOCKER.  AND  BE BACK IN TIME TO SOAK. 

HURRAY!!!!

Monday, July 3, 2017

SYMPTOMS...

DON'T MATTER IN A PERFECTLY IMPERFECT WORLD. 

I DIDN'T FREAK NOT BANKING SAT 7-1.  I'M LESS COMPULSIVE.  MAYBE I'M FINALLY OUTGROWING ASPERGERS. 

I CAN CALMLY BANK TODAY. 

Tuesday, June 27, 2017