Thursday, November 11, 2021

i feel special

i've been reading Louise Hay at night and diligently saying affirmations, exercises and i feel happier.  not simple or easy being raised by average predators.                                        until i update nothing shows up on blog.  i still don't know why blog malfunctions.  oh, well.  it may fix itself.  not crucial.  suppose obsessive behavior is on the same dna strand across the board.  sequencing would explain a lot of human behavior throughout history and the repetitive behavior of despots.  which means genetic modification is the key to peace on the planet.                                                                                                                               i could never understand the need to lie, cheat and the ego induced need for one up man ship.  every dictator ends up the same way so by definition every dictator is insane.  and when people lie they generate bad chemicals in their bodies.  like cancer is unresolved anger.  the answer to good health is forgiveness.                                                                              my back must be unresolved lack of support.  i want to be stronger than i've ever been.  and dysfunctional codependent that i am i always helped the the family and they never helped me.  my pattern is being changed by my pandemic isolation.  i'm focusing on me.                                                     


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