Wednesday, June 1, 2022

autism gives perspective

we are the perfect scientists with an unique perspective.  the body feelings are integrated into the human experience.  like a guru i can experience the pain i endure without flinching.  as if i have a veil i can draw across distancing the sharpness the pain is still intense.  

1966 open heart surgery to correct a genetic defect the tube in my lungs to drain fluids didn't hurt except when the nurse ripped it from my body without anesthetic.  now my ribs are sore.  when i focus on the pain the body remembers.  muscle memory that drives the car and brushes our teeth is hard wired.  1972 fall muscle spasms left side hip leg take my breath away and feeling nauseous.

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