TOO RELAXED

I WALKED AWAY FROM MY PURSE HANGING ON A CHAIR.  I WENT TO THE BATHROOM AND REMEMBERED. 


WHEW!!  IT WAS STILL THERE.  GOING UNCONSCIOUS.  THAT'S WHEN I MISPLACE
THINGS. 


I USED TO WONDER IF IT WAS SELF-SABOTAGE.  NOW I KNOW I'M NOT USED TO FUNCTIONING RELAXED OR HAPPY.  I DROP MY DEFENSES.  UNTIL THE WORLD CATCHES UP I NEED THOSE DEFENSES.


I RESENT HAVING TO LOCK ANYTHING UP SO I MISPLACE OR LOSE MY KEYS.