Thursday, February 16, 2017

TILT=ASPERGERS ANXIETY-NO FILTERS


trying to describe my experience to little girls from scu.

I THINK KIDS SHUT DOWN DUE TO LACK OF FILTERS.

IT EXPLAINS THE AGE LAG.  WHEN KIDS ARE STARTING TO UNDERSTAND THE WORLD MORE AT2-3-4 YEARS, IT IS JUST TOO MUCH INPUT.  TILT

MY RETICENCE IN INTERACTING WITH THE WORLD WAS BEAT OUT OF ME.  I WAS FORCED TO TALK OR I'D STARVE.  MOM REFUSED TO PUT UP WITH MY "NONSENSE".  I WONDER IF THAT'S WHY AUNTY KATCHAN WANTED TO ADOPT ME.  TO SAVE ME.

AND I THINK I HAD ENOUGH LOVING PEOPLE UNTIL AGE FOUR TO BALANCE THE TERROR.

I'M REALIZING MORE, HOW MUCH I TUNE INTO THAT OTHER PEOPLE MISS.

THOSE FILTERS CAN KEEP OUT THE GOOD TOO.

IN ORDER TO FIND MY PLACE AND PURPOSE I MUST READJUST AND ADAPT THE FILTERS I HAVE.

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