the ability to distract oneself from sadness, negativity or criticism has served me well. also the ability to hyper focus. two sides to the same coin. not a disability but an unique ability surely. home 1 pm 'gigi' the musical of a groomed courtesan who marries. i don't understand how this is acceptable. the old me found it entertaining the now me is horrified. totally relaxed while watching 'Poirot's the labors of Hercules' i experienced 2 body quakes the first so strong it almost bounced me out of the bed. it came from my solar plexus. not muscles discharging electricity like a twitch. a sudden surge of energy. nothing like an external linear surface twitch. this lasted. 3 dimensional. the opposite of a stabbing. Agatha Christie depicts the ultimate predator without compassion or guilt. like my sisters. perfectly camouflaged to appear human.
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