Imagine a point as an electron.
Extend the point and you have an electric current.
Extend the current and you have a magnetic field.
Rotate the field and you have gravity.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
MY THEORY ON THE CYCLE OF LIFE-GEOMETRICALLY
I used to think life was a sine wave with peaks and valleys travelling along the x-axis. What I've come to accept is that the sine wave is on a 45 degree angle. Also, life can be viewed as a spiral. Sometimes when lessons seem to be repeated you're one level higher on the spiral and it just looks like you're in the same place.
A sine wave can be described by the point on a circle travelling along the x-axis with the center point of the circle having a constant y-value. The farther out from the center (y-constant) the greater the amplitude of the sine wave. I think of God as the center of the circle and the farther away from God-center the more chaotic the ride. The higher the highs, especially on the 45 degree incline.
A sine wave can be described by the point on a circle travelling along the x-axis with the center point of the circle having a constant y-value. The farther out from the center (y-constant) the greater the amplitude of the sine wave. I think of God as the center of the circle and the farther away from God-center the more chaotic the ride. The higher the highs, especially on the 45 degree incline.
Monday, February 27, 2012
MY THEORY ON D/EVOLUTION AND GREED
Yes, it's about time I wrote this down. About time. Ha, ha. OK. I never had a problem resolving creation and evolution. If God is all powerful and created the Universe, God created evolution. If God is eternal, millions, billions of years equal one day when compared to eternity. How is God to describe to the prophets a million or a billion when most people are illiterate and mathematics in its infancy.
When looking at the embryonic development of all animals the first stages all look the same. Only later the DNA causes the embryos to develop and differentiate. My theory is that some people are stuck in the reptile or avian stage of development. Abuse and neglect are probable causes for d/evolution. Abuse and neglect force the baby or adult to lock into survival mode and unless there is an intervention strong enough to break the lock the adult never feels higher feelings of charity, empathy, sympathy.
The lower order needs are the only hierarchal needs recognized by the stunted adults. Maslow's hierarchy of needs doesn't exist for reptilian thinking people because they are incapable of higher order thinking and feeling. No amount of talking or action can prove to someone outside the human range of feelings the importance of humanity for the survival of the species.
The greed of the Bernie Maddoff's of the world destroys people's hopes and dreams thereby spiritually and psychologically killing people. Because the victims still walk around economically ruined, the soul/mind killers are put in "jail" and fined. They are worse than Hitler or any of the rapacious tyrants of the world. All crimes against humanity are an act of war and terrorism against mankind's evolution.
The unseen wounds are the hardest to heal. Post traumatic stress is rampant in the world. Because historically every age has a different trauma the concensus is every stress is different. The pain and healing are the same. Emotional pain is the same as the amputee's phantom pain of loss of limb. It's energy blocked and unnatural, not belonging.
Healing is a totally individual experience. Each unique and miraculous healing is called forth by asking. And each and every healing comes directly from the life energy that created us all.
When looking at the embryonic development of all animals the first stages all look the same. Only later the DNA causes the embryos to develop and differentiate. My theory is that some people are stuck in the reptile or avian stage of development. Abuse and neglect are probable causes for d/evolution. Abuse and neglect force the baby or adult to lock into survival mode and unless there is an intervention strong enough to break the lock the adult never feels higher feelings of charity, empathy, sympathy.
The lower order needs are the only hierarchal needs recognized by the stunted adults. Maslow's hierarchy of needs doesn't exist for reptilian thinking people because they are incapable of higher order thinking and feeling. No amount of talking or action can prove to someone outside the human range of feelings the importance of humanity for the survival of the species.
The greed of the Bernie Maddoff's of the world destroys people's hopes and dreams thereby spiritually and psychologically killing people. Because the victims still walk around economically ruined, the soul/mind killers are put in "jail" and fined. They are worse than Hitler or any of the rapacious tyrants of the world. All crimes against humanity are an act of war and terrorism against mankind's evolution.
The unseen wounds are the hardest to heal. Post traumatic stress is rampant in the world. Because historically every age has a different trauma the concensus is every stress is different. The pain and healing are the same. Emotional pain is the same as the amputee's phantom pain of loss of limb. It's energy blocked and unnatural, not belonging.
Healing is a totally individual experience. Each unique and miraculous healing is called forth by asking. And each and every healing comes directly from the life energy that created us all.
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
I CONTINUE NOT KNOWING-GENTLER LESSONS
Holy holy. Tried to find my blogs and I was redirected to etherworld and the message my title was available so I created another hersusanstory and I now have two of the same title.
Whew!! Ar told me I've been sending her emails and I haven't so I guess someone has my meager 26 email addresses and is harassing folks via my list. I know nothing.
OK I renamed the second susan blog two(II) and googled it and was directed to aspergersnextgeneration for the first time. I still don't know what I'm doing and the internet is wonderfully forgiving and gentle in its lessons and corrections.
Got kicked off the comptr and got anothr one. Riting shorthand is fun. Only hope I can remember my conjunctions.
Whew!! Ar told me I've been sending her emails and I haven't so I guess someone has my meager 26 email addresses and is harassing folks via my list. I know nothing.
OK I renamed the second susan blog two(II) and googled it and was directed to aspergersnextgeneration for the first time. I still don't know what I'm doing and the internet is wonderfully forgiving and gentle in its lessons and corrections.
Got kicked off the comptr and got anothr one. Riting shorthand is fun. Only hope I can remember my conjunctions.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Reprogamming feels scary
Life really is getting better. Saw a Pacific Autism van yesterday and I'm feeling a little freaked out. All my hopes are coming true.
OK deep breathing. Creating new pathways in the brain feels scary simply because it's new. The chemicals are tied to fear because SO MUCH OF LIFE'S NEW THINGS HAVE A SCARY POTENTIAL.
We're hardwired to recognize NEW with concern. Let's face history. So many new things, experiences ended in death. So of course our bodies in trying to do the best for us signal danger!!! Even when there is no threat. The newness is the threat.
Deep breathing to the point of hyperventilating will change the chemistry from fear to dizzy. I can consciously change my chemistry intentionally without drugs or outside chemicals. I can create the chemicals from within. Which is what visualization and meditation do for sick people.
Do people get sick from ignoring the chemical warnings? I believe they do.
OK deep breathing. Creating new pathways in the brain feels scary simply because it's new. The chemicals are tied to fear because SO MUCH OF LIFE'S NEW THINGS HAVE A SCARY POTENTIAL.
We're hardwired to recognize NEW with concern. Let's face history. So many new things, experiences ended in death. So of course our bodies in trying to do the best for us signal danger!!! Even when there is no threat. The newness is the threat.
Deep breathing to the point of hyperventilating will change the chemistry from fear to dizzy. I can consciously change my chemistry intentionally without drugs or outside chemicals. I can create the chemicals from within. Which is what visualization and meditation do for sick people.
Do people get sick from ignoring the chemical warnings? I believe they do.
Friday, January 20, 2012
And More Is Being Revealed-Another piece of the Puzzle
Found Kids in the Syndrome Mix of ADHD, LD, ... by Martin L. Kutscher MD claiming to be the only book needed. Ha Ha. Some good info tho'.
*Oppositional Defiant Disorder-gets charge from giving hard time.
*Conduct Disorder-cruelty to people and animals. Law breaking, no remorse.
*Antisocial Personality Disorder-generally leads to arrest.
*Central Auditory Processing Disorders-unintentional miscommunications.
So some people are conscious of the differences between psychos and aspergers. I can understand now why people are so afraid of different behaviors.
It's weird but I think Aspies must have a screening process that warns them. An early detection system in place. Or maybe because coming from a family of psychos I can see them coming.
Having a wonderful time. Wish everyone was here. Maybe they are and I don't realize it .
*Oppositional Defiant Disorder-gets charge from giving hard time.
*Conduct Disorder-cruelty to people and animals. Law breaking, no remorse.
*Antisocial Personality Disorder-generally leads to arrest.
*Central Auditory Processing Disorders-unintentional miscommunications.
So some people are conscious of the differences between psychos and aspergers. I can understand now why people are so afraid of different behaviors.
It's weird but I think Aspies must have a screening process that warns them. An early detection system in place. Or maybe because coming from a family of psychos I can see them coming.
Having a wonderful time. Wish everyone was here. Maybe they are and I don't realize it .
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Getting ready for a new world-a new me
On checking my emails I got many b-day wishes. So nice of them to take the time. Calmest most peace filled b-day ever. And of these I want more. As many as possible. Feels so weird not to feel pressured to give and do for my family. They always pressured me to feel guilty. That energy is so toxic. I can NOW release all toxins in my life.
I've been wearing my back brace everyday and it makes a vast difference in my feeling good. Looks terrible under my clothes but it doesn't wrinkle and snag things. I don't feel nauseated and limp or listless. I actually feel good sometimes. I have more energy to enjoy living. Having no energy is the pits. No quality of life.
I've never in my life been this free. Makes me woozy. I have dvds overdue and due today. Hurray!! Still feeling good. SClara no longer has telephone service so I didn't know. Thank goodness I checked all of them. SV is due today too. I can do that tonite. County can wait. Printed out list at sr.s.
Been watching dvds I want and not watching is a luxury. I've always been so manic about making everything A JOB to avoid feeling FAMILY guilt.
That's a huge hit. Right on, Right on. I can release that learned behavior to return to the family. I reject that enslaving limit. Return to sender. Address unknown.
Tomas' called ystday about lunch/brunch w/curtis. He called this am to say not this week. Which is better for me. I signed up for lunch and I want to eat with company. It feels just right to visit with strangers and have a light meal. I love it for now. Who knows later?? TM wanted me to ditch sr lunch. Old Susan would have busted my buns to do what everyone else wanted. Busted my buns. That's exactly what happened 1972. And I wasn't aware. And in 2001. I ripped up all the scar tissue in my body to remodel my musculature. Kaiser told me I was depressed from menopause and mom's death. They were so wrong. I am addressing the real issues. Awesome.
New behaviors for a new life.
Woohoo!! I'm at the library and I returned the dvds and paid online and am feeling fairly successful. Only fairly cause I know where the rings are going. In the trash when I wash and dry my hands the towel spirits them away. And I'm okay with it. At least now I know.
I still have to go to SV to return (no renewals) and I have all the time in the world 'til 8pm. Big Bang Theory new episode tonite.
This sense of excitement is so new and strange. I'll have to adjust and adapt to functioning in this state.
I've been wearing my back brace everyday and it makes a vast difference in my feeling good. Looks terrible under my clothes but it doesn't wrinkle and snag things. I don't feel nauseated and limp or listless. I actually feel good sometimes. I have more energy to enjoy living. Having no energy is the pits. No quality of life.
I've never in my life been this free. Makes me woozy. I have dvds overdue and due today. Hurray!! Still feeling good. SClara no longer has telephone service so I didn't know. Thank goodness I checked all of them. SV is due today too. I can do that tonite. County can wait. Printed out list at sr.s.
Been watching dvds I want and not watching is a luxury. I've always been so manic about making everything A JOB to avoid feeling FAMILY guilt.
That's a huge hit. Right on, Right on. I can release that learned behavior to return to the family. I reject that enslaving limit. Return to sender. Address unknown.
Tomas' called ystday about lunch/brunch w/curtis. He called this am to say not this week. Which is better for me. I signed up for lunch and I want to eat with company. It feels just right to visit with strangers and have a light meal. I love it for now. Who knows later?? TM wanted me to ditch sr lunch. Old Susan would have busted my buns to do what everyone else wanted. Busted my buns. That's exactly what happened 1972. And I wasn't aware. And in 2001. I ripped up all the scar tissue in my body to remodel my musculature. Kaiser told me I was depressed from menopause and mom's death. They were so wrong. I am addressing the real issues. Awesome.
New behaviors for a new life.
Woohoo!! I'm at the library and I returned the dvds and paid online and am feeling fairly successful. Only fairly cause I know where the rings are going. In the trash when I wash and dry my hands the towel spirits them away. And I'm okay with it. At least now I know.
I still have to go to SV to return (no renewals) and I have all the time in the world 'til 8pm. Big Bang Theory new episode tonite.
This sense of excitement is so new and strange. I'll have to adjust and adapt to functioning in this state.
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