SON-RISE

I SAW IT FOR THE FIRST TIME ON TV.  NOT GREAT.  OK.  THE KID IN IT WAS BRILLIANT.  OR THEY HAD A REAL AUTISTIC CHILD.  I'LL HAVE TO LOOK IT UP. 

MALAISE

I HADN'T CONSIDERED WHEN DORIS FRACTURED HER SPINE SHE WAS ON 6 MONTH BED REST TO ALLOW THE INJURY TO RELAX AND HEAL.  THE BODY'S NATURAL REACTION TO STRESS IS TO LOCK, TIGHTENING THE STRUCTURE IN AN ATTEMPT TO LIMIT FURTHER DAMAGE.  ERGO THE SIX MONTHS.  I DIDN'T DO ANY OF THAT.  I EXERCISED AND STRETCHED IN AN ATTEMPT TO FIX MY BACK AND IT OBVIOUSLY HASN'T WORKED. 

SO USING THE HOT TUB AND STRETCHING IS SLOWLY DOING THE JOB. 

NOW MY AVERSION TO THE DECEIT ON THE PLANET=ALLERGIES.  WELL ONE CHALLENGE AT A TIME. 

DOESN'T HELP

SEEING THE PATTERN DOESN'T ALWAYS HELP.

THIS WORLD, MY WORLD IS IN A STATE OF ENTROPY.  AFRAID TO TRY SOMETHING NEW. STAYING WITH THE OLD KNOWN UNHAPPINESS.  AFRAID OF OUT OF THE FRYING PAN INTO THE FIRE.

WHO KNOWS IF THERE IS A FIRE?

IF YOU TRY SOMETHING NEW AND IT DOESN'T WORK GO BACK TO THE OLD.

WHAT I SEE

I HAVE TO SEE THE ENTIRE PICTURE.  I'M GETTING FASTER AT SOLVING PUZZLES.  WHAT AM I TO DO WHEN I LOSE INTEREST IN PUZZLES? 

I'LL FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO DO WHEN I BECOME MORE ME.  MAYBE ART.  I HAVE BEEN BUYING MATERIALS FOR ART AND BEAD WORK.  I'VE BEEN REPAIRING THINGS EFFORTLESSLY.  IT MAY BE TIME TO CREATE.  EFFORTLESSLY.



 

MISOPHONIA

WATCHING SUNDAY MORNING CH 5 THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE SUPER SENSITIVE TO CERTAIN SOUNDS.

SOME SOUNDS MAKE ME SOOOOOO ANGRY.

ONE OF THE SYMPTOMS OF ASPIES,

GETTING TO KNOW ME

WONDERFUL PEACE FILLED DAY.  I FINALLY REMEMBERED TO STOP AT NOB HILL.  THEY OPENED 10 DAYS AGO.  GRAND OPENING MARCH.  THEY OPEN 6 AM.

I WENT TO G2 AT MY OWN SPEED 8 AM, $V I BOUGHT 18 COMEDY DVDS, TACOS AND RODEO CHICKEN @ B-KING, LUCKY'S  BARGAINS, HOME 1:30, REST, BED 10:30.

TYGJ FOR A WONDROUS DAY.  I FEEL RELAXED.

EVERYONE'S ASPY...

TO SOME DEGREE. 

LIVING IN DENIAL IS PART OF THE HUMAN CONDITION OR WE COULDN'T GET UP IN THE MORNING.  MOURNING WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN.  WHAT NIGHT HAS SEEN.

WAXING POETIC. 

POETIC VS P0ETIC.  IF I REPLACE THE LETTER O WITH ZERO SPELLCHECK MARKS IT MISSPELLED.  HUH.

MY ASPERGER'S.