Saturday, January 20, 2018

GETTING TO KNOW ME

WONDERFUL PEACE FILLED DAY.  I FINALLY REMEMBERED TO STOP AT NOB HILL.  THEY OPENED 10 DAYS AGO.  GRAND OPENING MARCH.  THEY OPEN 6 AM.

I WENT TO G2 AT MY OWN SPEED 8 AM, $V I BOUGHT 18 COMEDY DVDS, TACOS AND RODEO CHICKEN @ B-KING, LUCKY'S  BARGAINS, HOME 1:30, REST, BED 10:30.

TYGJ FOR A WONDROUS DAY.  I FEEL RELAXED.


Thursday, January 18, 2018

EVERYONE'S ASPY...

TO SOME DEGREE. 

LIVING IN DENIAL IS PART OF THE HUMAN CONDITION OR WE COULDN'T GET UP IN THE MORNING.  MOURNING WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN.  WHAT NIGHT HAS SEEN.

WAXING POETIC. 

POETIC VS P0ETIC.  IF I REPLACE THE LETTER O WITH ZERO SPELLCHECK MARKS IT MISSPELLED.  HUH.

MY ASPERGER'S.


Monday, January 15, 2018

THIS BEAUTIFUL FANTASTIC

AMAZING TO FIND A MODERN TALE WITH NEW ELEMENTS.  QUIRKY PEOPLE WHO FIND, LOVE, PROTECT EACH OTHER WITH A PERFECT BEGINNING.


outside the box

I FOUND HOUSEHOLD HACKS.  VARIOUS USES FOR COMMON ITEMS.  WHO NU.?


Monday, January 1, 2018

house fixes-ASK THIS OLD HOUSE

CLEANING BRICK-MILD ACID DETERGENT.  DRY BRUSH. WET/WATER BEFORE CLEANING.  APPLY TOP TO BOTTOM.  REPEAT. 

ORCHDS-NEED 15 o DIFFERENCE DAILY.  WEEKLY SOAK/DRY OUT.  WEAKLY  WEEKLY FERTILIZE,  INDIRECT SUNLIGHT=GREEN/YELLOW LEAVES HEALTHY HAPPY.

"ZERO MASS"- WATER/ELECTRICITY GENERATION FROM SOLAR POWER.


Sunday, December 31, 2017

HAPPY NEW YEAR

I FEEL NORMAL.  ALL MY LIFE ALL I WANTED WAS NORMALCY. 

THE ABUSE I RECEIVED FROM MY FAMILY WAS POINTEDLY BASED ON MY DIFFERENCES.  I WAS FASTER, SMARTER, BETTER LOOKING THAN MY FAMILY.  I DIDN'T FIT.  THEY DID EVERYTHING TO BEAT ME DOWN. 

I'M STILL HERE. 

I FEEL AT PEACE WITH MY AUTISM SYMPTOMS.  I'M ACCEPTED BY MY PEEPS AT SRS. 

AND IT ONLY TOOK 67 YEARS.  I WONDER IF I'D KNOWN EARLIER IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SOONER.  OR IF IT'S A CHEMICAL PROGRESSION BASED ON MATURITY.




Monday, December 25, 2017

PREY ANXIETY

HAVING THE PREY ANXIETY MAKES ME MORE SENSITIVE TO OTHERS AND MY SURROUNDINGS. I.E. WEATHER, ENVIRONMENT, SMELLS, SOUNDS.

ASPERGERS IS BEING MORE FINELY TUNED TO THE UNIVERSE AND SUBJECT TO MORE DISTRACTIONS.

SO I NEED MORE DOWN TIME AND TO RECHARGE MORE FREQUENTLY.  LIKE MY PHONE AND CHROME.

LOOKING AT CARS, SOME ARE ELECTRIC AND SOME ARE HYBRID.  WHAT DO I WANT?