TYPICAL. I LOST TRACK OF THIS PAGE. PUT IT UNDER ADULT.
AT LEAST I CAN STILL LAUGH.
I FEEL SO SAD.
LAUGH CLOWN LAUGH.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M CLEARING EMOTIONALLY.
DAD WAS REALLY A HORRIBLE FATHER AND MY MALE RADAR IS SET FOR DISASTER JUST LIKE MOM.
I WANT TO BE ME, NOT ANYONE ELSE. IF I MAKE MISTAKES I WANT THEM TO BE MINE. NOT REPEATING SOMEONE ELSE'S.
FRESH AND NEW TEACHABLE MISTAKES. DIVINE MISTAKES.
I WAS NEVER ALLOWED TO BE MYSELF. I WAS BEATEN AND TORTURED AND CONDITIONED TO SUBMIT TO THEM AND ALL LIKE THEM.
I RESPOND ANEW.
