I can feel my brain reconfiguring-aspy

2 pm I'm feeling tired.  I've been central library since 11:30.  I puzzled at seniors, soaked in the tub half hour doing exercises, picked up sandwiches at St just.  I waited 'til 12:30 for taxes and they're already fully booked.  I was told people line up half hour before open.  recommendation on Tuesday line up 3:30.  

playing on the puzzle allows my brain to rest in coast mode.  

religion has been dysfunctional without adapting and adjusting for technology.  the over all framework foundation is important the details need updating.  

I'm mourning.  I didn't feel the pain until I watched White Bird Helen Mirren movie Paris 1942 occupied by Nazis 2 years.  Jewish teen named Sarah forced into hiding as I had to hide my feelings or be persecuted and humiliated for my compassion in my Nazi family.  

and George 1940 died 12/21/08 throat cancer memorial service 1/10/09 Fukui Mortuary "Chapel in the Garden" 707 E Temple St., LA 3 pm.  George, Brian Kim, Eric my 3 brothers in karaoke.  Brian called to notify and invite me, he drove us from his valley fair condo.  George hated he was named after Washington because of his birthday.  I thought it was clever of his mom despite their Idaho internment.

music therapy for all-aspy

I found an AARP DEC 2023/JAN 2024 magazine with an article on how music re connects severed brain memories.  

my high functioning autism is from the childhood hula mandatory in Hawaii.  physical auditory, cognitive realignment.

having more fun Happiest Halloween

sweet and savory treats.  I ate so much sugar I had a hangover and felt tired and sad.  seniors love sweets.

9/3 started this post Aspergers an unique perspective

I weathered another dad's death day.  the sisters have been quiet.  

and today Halloween.  more sweets and love than ever before.  and home 2:45 for people puzzler game show Leah Remini.  

Thomas Szasz

EMERITUS, Syracuse, New York.  revolutionized thinking.

Barry Kauffman may have used Dr Szasz' expertise to connect Barry's son Raun to this world.  but wait.  there have been other documentary evidence that autism is a shift in developmental stages.  the timing is different.  I had to wait until a senior to feel fully connected to my emotions and learned how to manage my energy.  

and i'm still learning.  maybe slowing down is the only way I would notice.  so every little setback is a sign post.   Edgar Cayce called it stumbling blocks into stepping stones.  

I remember a lot.  I define intelligence as re configuring information to invent something new.

I'VE BEEN SO SAD.  RE READING 2023 WOW!!

10/12/24 comic con cosplay-my prerogative

I'm 73 and everyday is cosplay for me.  I can do what I want in exchange for being old.  I've been spelling prerogative wrong 'til now.  hah!!

I'm feeling angry

Alien made mom feel guilty for spending "our inheritance" then took her to an audiologist for $5 k when mom and I had no problems.  I told mom she earned it she should spend it.  she reminded me Alien and mitt needed it.  I told mom if we couldn't manage as adults that money wouldn't help.  I always had to be the same logical adult while they ran rampant.  

and being attention deficit on to something better.   I thank God.