Reprogamming feels scary

Life really is getting better.  Saw a Pacific Autism van yesterday and I'm feeling a little freaked out.  All my hopes are coming true.

OK deep breathing.  Creating new pathways in the brain feels scary simply because it's new.  The chemicals are tied to fear because SO MUCH OF LIFE'S NEW THINGS HAVE A SCARY POTENTIAL. 

We're hardwired to recognize NEW with concern.  Let's face history.  So many new things, experiences ended in death.  So of course our bodies in trying to do the best for us signal danger!!!  Even when there is no threat.  The newness is the threat. 

Deep breathing to the point of hyperventilating will change the chemistry from fear to dizzy.  I can consciously change my chemistry intentionally without drugs or outside chemicals.  I can create the chemicals from within.  Which is what visualization and meditation do for sick people. 

Do people get sick from ignoring the chemical warnings?  I believe they do.

And More Is Being Revealed-Another piece of the Puzzle

Found Kids in the Syndrome Mix of ADHD, LD, ... by Martin L. Kutscher MD claiming to be the only book needed.  Ha Ha.  Some good info tho'.

*Oppositional Defiant Disorder-gets charge from giving hard time.
*Conduct Disorder-cruelty to people and animals.  Law breaking, no remorse.
*Antisocial Personality Disorder-generally leads to arrest.
*Central Auditory Processing Disorders-unintentional miscommunications.

So some people are conscious of the differences between psychos and aspergers.  I can understand now why people are so afraid of different behaviors. 

It's weird but I think Aspies must have a screening process that warns them.  An early detection system in place.  Or maybe because coming from a family of psychos I can see them coming. 

Having a wonderful time.  Wish everyone was here.  Maybe they are and I don't realize it .